Officially, Writing About Her

​I must write about it now
last night was amazing
her 28th birthday
the 9th of July
2019
officially, girlfriends
i gave her an inflatable kayak
she teared up and smiled so big
same as when she read my card
and i feel a little selfish for how
how much pleasure it brought me to 
see her like that, and to know i had
made her feel like that
i just love it when she smiles
and feels moved deeply
and how amazing it is to be a part 
of making that happen
we cuddled later
which turned into making out
and deep talks
and laughs
and the invention of a new sex move?
and rutabaga kisses 
and rhubarb kisses
and her face when i followed my instincts 
and her body's position, and we did this new move
that neither of us expected 
and after, her lips pressed together as tight air loosely escaped
a look of total obliteration and overwhelming pleasure crossed her face
my god, that was great
I've gotta write about it
because I've gotta remember this
vividly--every feeling of
her, that night
wow