oh wow

oh wow
gaping hole
filled with terror
paranoia
you are smiling
in a picto-graph
so i guess
you're happier
than ever
And you liked a photo
of another girl
on Social Media
so I guess you
like her now
probably you're saying
she's the love of 
your life
your future wife
Well, guess what?
It was all a ruse, okay?
I just broke my own heart
for my art
and it wasn't 
about you 
at 
all
so   go  on
forget about me
and us
go on
let's not talk
let's say we
never did
pretend our love
was just a stick figure drawing
with no depth
it isn't like i care
about you a whole lot
about us
it's not like i believed
everything you said
it's not like i've been just
dying here
alone
without you
it's not like that at all
except
only
just--
it's a little
like that